Merry Xmas

It snowed heavily on the late night of silent night. It was cold and windy. It felt like our house can no longer hold on as the wind slam into it. 

The wind last till Christmas and the cold remained. We had a mini gathering at our house. I said gathering instead of celebration because there was no gift exchange or any presence of Christmas. 

The only presence I had was Ju bought me a gift. A Zune device. I had never heard of the brand but was content to have it. 

We really enjoyed this simple gathering. Few more days to New Year, time for new resolution! 

Wonderwoman

Despite what happened last week, Ju was very strong. She was in great pain after taking the medicine and I felt helpless. There's nothing much I can do except just staying beside her and look at her fighting the pain. I admire her strong mentality and I believe there are not many girls her age can be as strong as her. That's why she's my wonderwoman!

P.S. I'm not really good at editing. haha..

29

29, we lost him. It could have been earlier  and we did not want to know. It's hard to accept and it's bleeding profusely inside us. 

It hurts even more when I see Ju in pain. Why did such thing happen to us? I felt so helpless. 

It was out this morning. It looked totally fine. The hands and legs were formed but why your heart stopped? No reason... There's no reason. 

We have to be strong. Stronger than ever to overcome this pain. Time will heal that deep wound in our hearts.