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29, we lost him. It could have been earlier  and we did not want to know. It's hard to accept and it's bleeding profusely inside us. 

It hurts even more when I see Ju in pain. Why did such thing happen to us? I felt so helpless. 

It was out this morning. It looked totally fine. The hands and legs were formed but why your heart stopped? No reason... There's no reason. 

We have to be strong. Stronger than ever to overcome this pain. Time will heal that deep wound in our hearts.